To be alone or not to be alone?
I was born alone
Made me feel alone
Tried to mingle but somehow, I always end up alone
In my final days, no doubt I will die alone
As I lay me down guessing at the ceiling
Head lost in the clouds alone with my painful thoughts
I asked myself where did it all go wrong
There is only one common denominator to my misery
I alone am the only common factor behind my loneliness
Being alone can be a blessing. But these days it feels like a curse to me
I used to brag about been alone
Only to find out as one gets older is no longer fun anymore
Alone is how I feel, but then again is better to feel alone when you are truly alone
Than to feel alone when you’re in a relationship
Worst feeling ever
Alone is my name, is a choice I will have to make
To avoid making a caricature of my feelings, and myself.
Alone is not the best choice, but when you’re destined to be alone
Even the universe is spelling it out for you, it’s an impossible choice
The only choice you’re left to make
It’s the dealer’s choice and alone is the only hand I’m dealt with
A choice I will have to live with.
Alone with my chain of thoughts
As I bid this painful world a lonely and sad goodbye.
~luchis~